I don’t know where to start. Life has been hectic, and I’m still debating whether I should write this, it’s just going to be me rambling on. I had to put my blogging on hold, why you may ask?
- I’ve been ill. For years I’d always wonder why I would get ill all the time. I just seemed to be a sick person. The past year I have been ill a lot and it got really bad that it was affecting me in my jobs. I decided to talk to my doctor. I have been having regular blood tests every couple of weeks but as of yet I haven’t had an answer. Also my mental state hasn’t been very good, which leads me on to number two.
- Long story short, I have anxiety and it is affecting me in work, driving and my social life. I have two jobs and have been trying to juggle the both of them which is hard. The constant feeling of sick before I start and then trying to control panic attacks throughout the day can be tiring. Another thing that is really getting affected by anxiety is driving. I am learning to drive, and even though every lesson I gain confidence I always feel sick beforehand. I have passed my theory test, and should be passed and driving on the road by summer. I will not let the anxiety beat me.
- I’M GOING BACK TO COLLEGE!!! I can finally tell you all, I’ve decided to follow my heart. I will be starting in September to do an Access to Health Care course to get me ready to hopefully go to University to become a nurse. It will be a 1 year course studied full time and I am so excited. Although this does mean I will have to give up one of my jobs and will mean less income coming in. However I am looking for work experience or even a job in the hospital now to give me an idea of what to expect and experience in the heath care sector.
So there we have it, you’re all up-to-date. If you read this far, thank you. It means the world to me that I have some support. So where does that leave me with blogging? Well I really hope to continue blogging, I love the social aspect and my gorgeous friends I have made through it. I will try my best to post as much as I can with all this going on and hopefully document a lot of it. I appreciate all of you who still continue to read my blog, so I’ll try not to let you down.